so i came out

i came out in a proud way my mother said she always knew and i asked her to join pflag but she said outloud i will not raise a flag for you. it is against my religion but i love you that is the kind of love i get. but i am glad to be out

hello

so my camera is broken and i have to send it in to the fucking manufacture. so don't expect any new pics for a while except the shitty quality of my pics from my webcam but it is finally spring last weekent it snowed and today we are supposed to hit 70 i am wearing black shorts with my black knee highs i love socks as those of you that know me you know me too well. socks are the only color that gets in. when i moved out of salt lake i threw away all of my coloreds and whites. except for the blue jeans.

i am getting good no matter what the convserives of art said ...... i have nade it this is my life

i wish

at this moment that i had some mary jane or some x or some fry please help me understand the REAL world
i am counting on you mitt

to die or not to die

i wish my heart would stop at sometime at peace hopefully when i was asleep
i am not suicidal just a realist

more on ebay

i just put two more of my favorite paintings on ebay

so i put a drawing on ebay

if your interested you can find it under gay gothic art. price 500. it is a steal one of my favorites that i wouldn't want to give up. it is broken bottle

my new legwear.

and these images are bad my camera is broken so i have to rely on the webcam for now

easter

so i am going to my parents and i am cooking dinner for the entire family all 15 of them. vegetarian of course.

work in prgress

this is what i am working on today. it has been sitting for about four days. i wanted to show the steps of my work. 24x36 charcoal and conte crayon on paper

urination pig boy

acrylic paint on canvas 24x36

painting class

so i went and it was very scary for me. it is always scary to be out in public and away from home. and i was very nervous about going and tried to think of every excuse possible not to go but i went and felt uncomfortable and survived. they have alot of one on one people and today there was a sub teacher but next week will be better i am sure. i started today at the basics and next week when i go i am going to tell the teacher that i have taken many art classes and so i know the basics and i want to get into my own work but that i need some help with it as far as improving it.