give me antony

or give me death

DROWN 24x36 charcoal and conte crayon on paper 2006 

tease 

it is good to be back

i am working again and have my camera again and am working on a new style. your comments are welcome. please i appreciate them and i apologize for being away for so long. things got a little bad for me emotionally. but i am going to try and keep up.
my new work i am hoping is going to be great and turn your head around and make you think deeply. the christian right wants to eliminate gays. but i won't go without a fight. i want the same rights that everyone else gets under the constitution but they want to change it to discriminate against us. which makes me sad as a fighter for freedom for who i am and who i shall become. support the aclu and stand up for your rights.
marble

yes me again i am glad to have my camera back 

ME again 

COFFIN 24X36 charcoal and conte crayon on paper 2006 

THRUST charcoal and conte crayon on paper 24x36.  

untitled 24x36 charcoal and conte crayon on paper 

untitled charcoal and conte crayon on paper 24x36 

urination pig boy 24x36 acrylic on canvas. i love this one 

ME 

i am back for a while at least

i got my camer back from repair and now am back in business and adding some work i have been up to. and this is me in my new oh my goth it's voltaire t.

i got it igot it back

just looking at my new drawing which you will soon see (i hope sooner than later) i dug in my roots and i got it back blessed be

ok i am getting there

i started working last weekend and am starting to work again.
....my favorite medium charcoal. and the andre andy alex series is still continuing. i knew it wouldn't die. they are my favorite gay characters .... of course i made them up but they know when where why how and what for.
my work is dark i know and i am abstaining from color for now it was not my most famous thing but darkness is something that i can understand and can comfortably live with .... i mean my god who else in the world (that isn't pretensious has a cape) but i do and i get into my flux and i cannot stop. i do not want to change the world .... but my wish is that more gays and more goths would be not looked on so slightly.

hey there

so i spoke with the camera repair dept and my camera couldn't be fixed so they are replacing it. it should arrive next week.maybe then i will find the motivation to work and share.

me missing

so alot of nothing going on.....i have been feeling ambivalent about blogging i don't want to talk to anyone and can't find any motivatition to do any art work. it truly sucks. i am on so many medications that i can't even have a drink with out having a blackout. i am trying hard to quit smoking i spent all of my money on nicotine patches so i won't be able to buy ciggs if i want to but it is all very hard. today i am going through some extreme cravings and it sucks and if i can make it through today then tomorrow will be easier. i have been sleeping alot to avoid the cravings. my cat is going through cravings as well and is being a bitch when he is awake. i have started an LGBTQ sunday potluck social but have since had any responses. if you know any gay people in box elder county please email boxeldercountypotluck@comcast.net for futher information.
i am looking forward to a vacation to L. A. in august. my friends and i are going to bat's day in the park (gothic day at disneyland) and i am very excited about that. it will be well worth it to see the looks of the families in turmoil knowing that they picked the wrong day to come with all of the goth's running around.
so no pics. my camera is in the repair shop. maybe after it is working again i will find the motivation to work and share
thanks kelsie. i am sorry i have been absent.