smile

it's the downward spiral

i threaten anxiety

for everyone that has helped me on this downward spiral that i love.

i stand stoic

"with teeth"

where my emptiness goes

the cadaver looked
so enticingly sexy

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dogs bark
too dark to park
shatters the time
at midnight

spells cast
who will last
eyes seared in pain
awake at 1:15 again

brian blue hair
and fish hook lips
adorable junk look
him i would love to cook

strangers parts
slide into my heart
anatomy of destruction
intake poison for some ressurection

bored. breathe in quick
catch the high
time to say goodbye

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suicide catch
my chance at last
depression glance

angel dust just ask
cocaine cocaine
my drug rain (reign)

photograph
my lost chance
banish my thoughts
hide your cock

alcoholic sick
give me a lick

pot provide
like summers tide
mouth mouth
at last i'm out

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souls sought
ward talks
fucked up thoughts
cigs smoked
give up hope

J retreats
my meat
blood shot eyes
are my disguise

eighties dance
no chance
thoughts of kiss
no. just one miss

my distaste (a self portrait)

left in a field to dissolve

ashes to ashes
dust to dust