Friday, July 07, 2006

me missing

so alot of nothing going on.....i have been feeling ambivalent about blogging i don't want to talk to anyone and can't find any motivatition to do any art work. it truly sucks. i am on so many medications that i can't even have a drink with out having a blackout. i am trying hard to quit smoking i spent all of my money on nicotine patches so i won't be able to buy ciggs if i want to but it is all very hard. today i am going through some extreme cravings and it sucks and if i can make it through today then tomorrow will be easier. i have been sleeping alot to avoid the cravings. my cat is going through cravings as well and is being a bitch when he is awake. i have started an LGBTQ sunday potluck social but have since had any responses. if you know any gay people in box elder county please email boxeldercountypotluck@comcast.net for futher information.
i am looking forward to a vacation to L. A. in august. my friends and i are going to bat's day in the park (gothic day at disneyland) and i am very excited about that. it will be well worth it to see the looks of the families in turmoil knowing that they picked the wrong day to come with all of the goth's running around.
so no pics. my camera is in the repair shop. maybe after it is working again i will find the motivation to work and share
thanks kelsie. i am sorry i have been absent.

1 comment:

Unknown said...

hey, if your aren't in the mood, then you're not, no pressure, dropping out is a necessary part of life cycle. so hide away. I'll just be checking back time to time, I am just always riveted by your choice of words and the art you produce. have a beautiful time in LA.