a nice quiet day

i feel so calm it is unbelievable perhaps it is the 3 tranks i took. ya i love to follow doctors orders. i am totally enjoying myself just sitting here almost in a trance working on collage and listening to music. if only i had some cigs it would be perfect. i love collage it just ties up my mind so there is no worry or paranoia. just making a picture and it doesn't have to be the best like when i work on the big stuff, there is a lot of pressure. but collage is just so simple serene and beautiful. i am full of joy.