so i finally got of bed

i thought about staying in bed just one more day but made some coffee instead and got up and started doing things. it is cool and rainy today. i went for a walk and there was snow on the mountain tops. i don't know if i am ready for winter, i suppose we will just have to make it through fall. but still even though i am awake i am depressed still. i hate it. but it will get better i suppose. i have an interview at aol. tomorrow and i am not excited about it. i hope that they will work with my bus schedule. i really need the extra money.