i've been quiet

so i slipped into a little depression on wednesday and thursday was much worse. and this morning was difficult but i am a survivor and i keep going on and now i feel fine, i wouldn't say i was smiling but i am relaxed and back ready to get into my work and discover myself again. that is what my work is all about some sort of theraputic climax that takes me into heaven there is nothing like looking on a completed drawing and seeing a bliss that nothing on earth can take away. today i woke up with the idea that i would go back to bed after a few hours and sleep the rest of the day away but i can't after all there are all those beatiful men out there to capture and create them into my ideal