still quiet

this week i have been really depressed and have had a really hard time staying out of bed. i have been sleeping alot and not eating. it truly has been difficult. today i finally made it out of bed at 9:30. and actully fixed some coffee and went out to the grocer to buy some food. it caused me to feel a little better. i got a great package from matt and michelle on monday full of goodies, that was actually my best day of the week. full of books, music, and pillows, but because i got so depressed i haven't actully enjoyed any of the reading and i am trying to get the music in my player but there is a problem so i am still working on that. that is my week thus far. a little unhappy.